| i'm finally enlisted in the air force thank god. and i'm still working at patriot outfitters. things are looking up :) |
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| why should i even try anymore? im tired of these fucking unseen barriers that pop up at the worst time, trying to keep me from gettin on with my life, especially since there's litterally nothing i can do but wait for them to come down again. just bad luck and bad helth i guess... i want someone in my life. being alone just hurts too much. i got flaked out on by so many girls this summer that i think im jsut numb to not getting any kind of response that i want out of the oppostite sex. i almost expect things to never work out before i even try them. at least it makes writing easier |
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| got a few cool things coming up rock climbing comps and a couple of trips for march and april hopefully going to charlotte for spring break and works going great, things look like they'll get worked out with our shipments ok bye |
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| i dont really have much to say on this thing anymore oh well. |
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